Open heart

on the 25 dec 2008 xmas night...... goin out for a photo shoot under the city light. waited for another group of frens outside the campus. here they come walking out thru their hostel entrance door 1 by 1.... my eyes straight turn to the gal who wore a grey trench coat with black high boots..... wat is this feeling??? the feeling tat i never felt for the past 6 years..... is this love at first sight??? i guess not cos i did notice her during the xmas dinner..... wat is this feeling??? i have closed my heart for the past 6 years.... i recognise this feeling before..... why now??? why suddenly this feeling came into my life now???? my heart pound so fast n hard when i look at her...... well.... i know tat this feeling is just a fluctuation so kept it steady for a moment maybe it will be gone soon enuf..... hahahhaaa......

never even thinking of getting into a relationship after a very bad i mean really bad experience i had in 2003..... since then i closed my heart n never been open to any other gals for the past 6 years..... but now i dunno how n why is this feeling so strongly pushing me to let go the past n start all over again..... open heart it is now.........